too excited for a sleep

so... I don't know if it's still suitable if I say "tonight" because the clock shows me that it's 2 AM. It's almost dawn and I can't close my eyes
Well, I suggest that I will crawl under my yellow blanket at 3 so I have one more hour to spend with eyes wide opened and fingers playing. So?
I'd like to share some news from me, just in case you wanna know it.
The bad news,
my yellow glasses got broken. Actually, I don't know why it could be like that. I'm so sad. I love this glasses. Don't you know that it's branded? ToT
I'm going to repair it soon ... just before the school starts
The good news,
I lose my weight. I can't mention how much it lose but yes I'm sure you will see skinnier me  when school starts
My hair grows longer. Well, you guys maybe already know how much I love my hair. It grows longer now. I just love my side swept bangs.
My mom promised me to buy a blackberry for me. How good she is. 

So, this blackberry is going to be my phone. Tomorrow. Hey, I know what you guys are thinking. I know that you think, "hey you can afford more than that!"
It's like Firsty's. Haha ;)
My mom forbids me to buy anything more expensive than 3 million rupiahs if it's not really matter. I know that she's true. She doesn't want me to be improvident and of course it is much better for her to save her money than to buy her daughter a six million phone.
And, I think it's much better to give the money to the poor, to help the kids who can't go to school, than to waste it on a thing that could broke.
Kindness can't be broken, but a phone can with a touch of fingers.
I don't mind if I get a less cheaper phone than another that I want, as long as my mom agrees and she likes it, then what should I doubt?

the new display

ah akhirnya aku ngeganti display blog juga. jadi didominasi sama warna pastel hehehe =)
aku ngeganti tampilan secara drastis gini karena aku sendiri juga sudah berubah lho.
kalo pake istilahnya Raditya Dika, aku ini sudah "pindah". Aku sedang berpindah hati tapi untungnya nggak pindah kelamin. nggak ah aku lebih suka jadi perempuan because I can be only reason why a guy can do what's impossible for him to do.
aku sudah pindah hati. aku sudah menyelesaikan hubungan tanpa kejelasan itu. aku tau kok apa konsekuensi dari setiap keputusanku dan aku sekarang malah ngetawain apa yang udah terjadi. how fool I used to be =D aku jadikan itu sebuah pelajaran
I used to fall in love with the wrong guy, he's not what I deserve. For him, I wish he can find another better girl. She is must be hiding somewhere behind the door, so just open the right door
ya, dulu semua terasa indah, dan sekarang pun tidak kalah indahnya. sekarang lebih indah. Nothing to loose. I had moved on dan James senang mendengarnya
siapa James? Hmmmmmm =)
oh nggak nggak, aku masih pada si botak ting ting unyu Adrian yang suka bilang "oyi" itu kok =)
sekarang lagi melayani curhatannya Icha ^o^

Good News From Indonesia @GNFI

I'm just doing timeline exploring
Like another Dora hahaha. This time, I'm going to share good news from Indonesia. I suggest you guys to follow @GNFI on twitter. It's much more better to follow @GNFI than to follow another "galau" accounts. You will get a lot of good news from your own country, don't you want to hear some good news about Indonesia after those corruption issues?
And, this is it =)

Di tahun 2011 ini, perekonomian dunia sedang tidak menentu dan banyak terjadi inflasi di negara-negara dunia. Inflasi itu semacam penurunan harga jual uang. Dulu negara Jerman juga pernah terjadi inflasi besar-besaran ketika baru saja kalah pada Perang Dunia 2. Pas jaman itu, segepok uang dijadiin mainan sama anak-anak kecil di pinggir jalan.
Oke kembali ke Indonesia
Perekonomian Indonesia tumbuh sebesar 6,6% tahun ini di tengah kondisi seperti itu. 6,6% itu berarti banyak lho karena beberapa tahun lalu hanya tumbuh maksimal sebesar 1-2% saja. Indonesia sendiri juga mengalami inflasi kok. Inflasi itu hal yang wajar terjadi ketika kondisi perekonomian sedang tidak menentu kayak gini. Pada September tahun 2010, inflasi Indonesia mencapai 5,8%. Banyak kan?
Tapi alhamdulillah, pada September tahun 2011, inflasinya menurun menjadi 4,61 %
Jadi pada intinya inflasi Indonesia cukup baik


Masih nggak ngeh? Masih nggak peduli?
Oke, bandingkan dengan Brazil, Rusia, India, dan China. Keempat negara ini inflasinya naik semua. Bisa kita bayangkan tingkat kemiskinan yang semakin meningkat
Masih nggak mau ngerti juga?
Ayo bandingkan dengan Vietnam...
Vietnam yang umurnya hampir-hampir sama dengan Indonesia pertumbuhan ekonominya melambat jadi 5,9% dan inflasinya cukup besar bung. Mencapai 18,53%.
Sesuatu, kalo kata Syahrini


Jadi intinya, bravo Indonesia! Semoga tahun depan bisa lebih baik lagi. Amin =)

where's my phone ?

kamu tau?
liburan baru jalan 3 hari aja, xperia putihku hilang lho (˘▿˘)♉
iya yang casing belakangnya kayak dikasih air brush warna biru itu


nyesek pol rasanya
aku mau ngeliatin foto-fotonya adrian sms sms yang masuk
biasanya kan suka gitu. kalo dipegang nggak ada yang sms, tapi kalo digeletakkan sehari tanpa sentuhanku ae smsnya bisa sampe banyak
asem nggak sih ? 
apa mungkin dia tau kalo dia mau dijual jadi dia melarikan diri duluan ? ah, dia ngambek dong... aku males kan minta maaf lagi dan ujung-ujungnya dia diem aja eh tau tau ternyata bercanda #eh


oke mungkin dia nggak hilang
tapi hanya terselip di suatu tempat ...
di bawah pelangi ?

If You're Not The One ..........

If your not the one then why does my soul feel glad today
If your not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know your here with me now
We'll make it through, and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there anyway that I could stay in your arms


If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head
If your not for me then why does this distance mean I’m alive
If your not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife
I don’t know why your so far away, but I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through and I hope that your the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that your the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there anyway that I could stay in your arms

Coz I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And breath you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Coz I love you whether it’s wrong or right and though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there anyway that I could stay in your arms