mindset

life keeps on running
dan I have to chase it because now... I'm.... half-alive
I think that's the best way to describe my self now. I look cheerful physically, but actually, no one really knows what's on my head and heart
I've been looking for someone who can listen to my suck tales about love. I don't really need it. I always try to solve all my love problems by my self, but if it too suck, too hurt, I'll share it to somebody.


sakit pek rasanya.
aku nggak harus cerita kan dari awal sampe akhir.
that will take too much time.
I hate wasting time on telling suck things.


semuanya berantakan.
my relationships, my scores, all the things I've had....
dan sekarang aku harus lari ngejar itu semua, nangkep, dan memperbaikinya
masalahnya itu nggak gampang :|


aku harus mindset lagi. pikiranku kacau. ancur.
sampe aku lepas kontrol tadi dgn nangis. it's embarassing !


aku harus merubah salah satu hal sebelum semua hal yang ada di sekitarku sekarang terengguh karena kesalahanku itu. harus.
jadi, sekarang, selain sudah menentukan panutanku siapa. han yang tau siapa wanita terhormat ini --"
kata kata favorit jadi --> enjoy my life with love, not with jancoks and others ;)