a short review for 2011

yap malem ini aku masih nggak bisa tidur
mata masih terbuka lebar, hidung kembang kempis ngeliat fotonya bang arief muhammad, dan sudah hampir dua buku gua baca abis tetapi kedua iris ini masih nggak mau ditutupin oleh kelopak-kelopaknya
hal ini bikin aku mikir. yang salah siapa?

eits, salah salah, bukan "yang salah siapa?" tapi "gimana nyelesaiinnya?"

duh sempet-sempetnya. akhirnya daripada meracau setelah ngabisin popmi dua biji bukan dua kontainer dan kopi secangkir as always, mendingan kita mereview apa apa aja yang sudah terjadi di tahun 2011 ini secara aku nggak sadar sekarang sudah masuk minggu terakhir di tahun 2011
sisanya diposting lain kali aja yah siapa tau aku tepar di tengah jalan :3

• January : I made a big mistake. Well, I don't want to explain it. It's just simply annoying to tell everything about my self to everyone. I still want to keep a secret for my self even though I have many friends to share with. They ask me to share with them. I love them so much, @X9SMANISDA. back to the main story, on this month I still couldn't handle my emotions well and the most important thing was, I lose my love. This was one of the hardest part.
• February : On this love month, I got ill. I had to spend three weeks on bed. My doctor suggested me to have some bed rest. and, here I was, laying on bed with an infusion on my right hand. Thanks to my mom who spent most of her valuable time to  accompanied and nursed me. Thanks, mommy :) *hug tightly*
• March : I spent most of the time to prepare for my final examination. I wasn't studying all the time, fyi. I just added some hours more to my studying time. Well, studying all day isn't good. Your brain needs time to have some rest, too. I thanked God a lot because He helped me a lot to study. Thank God, I still could pursue the subject matter as well.
• April : Everything went the same as happened on March. I prepared for my final examination. I used to be very busy all the month. Fyi, I still had times to interact with people. I met a lot of great people on my course and I still keep the communication till now. I don't want to lose friends, you know. I'm a typical of friend-keeper.
• May : It was a super changeling month. How it could be so? Yea of course. A final examination proved it all. I studied a lot. I had no time to have fun. Yea, now, I miss the old and innocent me. Thanks God, I passed the exams successfully. I prayed a lot and I was very affected by my family's support. They always said that I can pass it. How lucky I am to have such family! =)
• June : I added an additional course to my courses list. This time, my mom registered me for an intensive test course to get to Smanisda. I used to be very busy. Hmmm =) This was also the month when I got to do Smanisda's test. wow. Thank, God, I can passed it successfully. Thanks for my whole family. My God, My grandma, my mommy, my daddy, my sister, my little niece, and my babysitter! =)
• July : It's one of the happiest month in a year! Thanks God, I was selected to be one of Smanisda's new students. I was very happy. Finally, I could prove it to everyone that I wasn't like what they saw. Some people used to underestimate me, they used to come when they needed me, some people really used to. But then, they saw it by themselves how I could prove to the world that I deserved to be Smanisda's student.
• August : Well, I met new friends. wups, I'm wrong. I mean, a lot of new friends. I almost knew all the kids on the 10th grade. I also got some new best friends but the old one are never replaced. I was a vice prefect until now and I worked a lot to know each people in the class. It wasn't that easy. I needed bold face, shyless, and a great fun to make them know each other. At first, they looked like strangers to each other. That was not fun! Some people underestimated me again even though they never said it, I could see it from their eyes. Their eyes are like a mirror for me. But, then, thanks a lot God, they can be good friends to each other now. I was trying a lot to avoid them from those negative suggestions of each other.
• September : Everyone could get mingle to each other. My friends gained and gained. I enjoyed it a lot and I gained my performa as a vice prefect. I hadn't reach the top of my career as a vice on this month, but at least I could prove to them that I could be very faithful and responsible to my position.
• October : Uhmmm, I still tried to adapt with the new condition of education. It isn't really different to my junior high school's system but it gets really really hard. The teachers made us think that score is everything. On this month, I was in the middle of everything.
• November : It was probably one of the worst month in a year. Why it could be so? Well... yea, I used to be blinded by love. I made them thinking that I had been fooled by love. I used to fall in love with the wrong guy. He used to avoid me from  things I like. He brought me bad influences. Yes, I really used to. These guy almost broke everything, but before he could do it, I threw him away. Just away from my life and I started a brand new chapter on my book of life. I was just moving on, then.
• December : Whoa, I can't believe I can finish this! What a great achievement! Hahaha. Yes, I started a new chapter of life. I've written the closing sentence for the previous chapter. Life must go on just like the show, baby! I got closer to everyone, I became maturer girl. I worked better as a vice prefect and uhmm maybe better than the real prefect. Sorry, but it seems that I worked a lot than you did ^^ Ah, I just love this month a lot and I met my mommy again. How happy I am... I started to write again, I started to read again, I started to sing again, and I started to write my own resolution for the next year and I tried to be better for next time =)

wups, I can't believe I can finish it on the same day. Just a few minutes. Hahaha. Well, I'm going to sleep right now.

closing,

happy monday everyone! ^^